Friday, June 25, 2010

Acrostic Poems Of Francisco Pizarro

FUCK YOU, YOU WHORE I DON'T WANT YOU BACK

Hahahahaha, Max had ne Tussi in Peru, with which he is to New York and so on.
decent would have been to make before closing. Not so decent it is, in retrospect, to convince that I know should have been aware that we are not together anymore because he does not reply. And so it was also totally okay that he is again carrying the world's history sleeps up and down. Yes, it namely is my mistake to assume that you are with someone having a farewell kiss your husband, with whom we spent 2 weeks ago, the flight who told me he loved me and he will miss me. I'm just too naive. Obviously we were not together anymore. LOL.

Honestly, the whole thing is so ridiculous so childish and so little respect that, instead of hurting me, instead of hurting me, just shows me that he had earned from the start before. And I like him still, I still think that he is a wonderful, special man. But that might not have been that I have not earned. Not after one and a half years, not as someone who has earned little respect. Well, I can not change it.
And now I'm annoyed that I was too honest to do 3 weeks ago that I wanted to do. I have met the most charming, interesting, sincere, funniest, most perfect man ever, we spent every day together, were to swim in waterfalls and in the Ganges in the morning up at night talking, smoking, and were together in the Beatles Ashram. And I, because I was too damn Ehlich to damn true, am expected to own anything. I let go my dream man. Because someone who has not even hesitated three days to make other ne clear. And now the said dream man is far away and although we have contact ... I just hope I see him again someday.

But I'm in Dharamsala, the Buddhist-most point on earth, everything what I say to the whole thing, my last comment before I'm Max just forget this one word:
KARMA (bitch)
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NOW TO POSITIVE THINGS:


WAAAAH my last 3 days in India and my last 2 days in Dharamsala. Alan will be tomorrow verbrignen all day with me and I can not put into words how happy I am to have met him. We are in our room every night and talk for hours about everything about the universe, conspiracy, politics, Buddhism, music, everything everything everything. will pre-Eaters, we printed a poem and analyze it together, just for fun, I'll miss him, but I know I see him again, eifnach already, because he can visit me any time if he would like.
It is a feeling good to know that I can find wonderful people everywhere can find friends.
I would love to stay here and continue to travel the next 4 months with him ...

Barbara is back, back from her meditation was wonderful spa and dinner with her yesterday. Siw will travel even the next 10 months to the world and I am anxious to hear what happened you still can do. And if she is back, I can visit them in Rimini and hopefully I can speak until then Italian:)
morning we will visit three of the Norbulingka Institute, an institute for Tibetan preservation arts, I have heard so much great and the Lord dream man, it has also been recommended to me when he told me Reviews have been for Dharamsala (because he has lived for four months last year here) and I think it's a good conclusion meienr travel and Alan and Barbara is happy and it already: 3

DAm 27th may at some point in the morning or the morning I'm going by bus to Delhi, in Delhi, I trefe Steffi, when I take a shower and make me fresh, together, we will drink tea, chat, because I tell her so much and at night I'm going finally with taxi to the airport.
I WILL NOT GO HOME!

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Quickest Way To Become An Ordained Minister

I'm like a bird, I only fly away. I don't know where my soul is, I don't know where my home is



19th June 2010, Dharamsala, India
done by the amazing Tamding

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Alicia Rhodes Hemmorhoids

we are okay, we are all right, we sing very loud.

Dharamsala (or better McLeodganj) feels nciht like India. The streets are full of garbage nciht, you will nciht of every 2nd stared at, spoken to or in-TCBC-st. The streets are full of Tibetan monks and tourists, it is more the exception, if you see even a larger group of Indians.
Yes, I enjoy the mini-break in Tibet, but the longer I am here, the more I miss India. The real India, the loud, hot, dirty India, people who you do veraufen at all events something.

I have only 10 days. Before, I would like to get out of McLeodganj go to Amritsar and the Golden Temple to look at me.

I know just do not know when I will release will, in one way I've seen here on everything so that I continue to stay in one or two days could, on the other hand, I will not stay long in Amritsar, because it since up to the temple and the border with Pakistan (and a kind of ceremony there every night) is nothing what it's worth more than one night to spend there. And then there in the corner because only Delhi, the Hoellenloch where no one would like to voluntarily spend more time than necessary.
I would gladly have a few days visit here a meditation course, but there are only 2 times a month, 2-day courses and one has just aufgehoert only: ( great.
mwaaah I have seen only 10 days and so will make many things to do!
Add to this that I learn every 2 days with monks and students from Myanmar and Tibet in English, which I'd also do like a little longer.
Yeah, it has been difficult: D

Ohja, by the way, Max has made final yesterday morning, and probably would do it hurt, but I'm just too happy to spoil me by someone to leave, which for this shit anyway NEN interested in how I feel. And after extensive phone conversations with Nora and then again it was pretty good, the worst were over. In the evening I then spoke to Alan yet forever about everything, and it is good that he's here with me. It is nice friend have, even if they are known only for a few days.

I will think about my plans to date have a nice day:)

Monday, June 14, 2010

Funny Birthday Wishes

some things you do for money and some you do for love, love, love :)

FACTS:

- I eat every day and fresh mangoes are soft as butter! As an girls is not long run, the road be excavated without constantly to
be - -
- There are so many infinitely lovable Tibetan
- Indian families make every day about 20 pictures of me
cows, dogs, goats, donkeys, etc. are just as part of the street like bricks, jeeps, Rikshaws, trucks etc.
- I still have exactly 13 days and do not know whether I want to travel further or here in Mcleodganj (Dharamsala) and stay a couple of workshops (meditation, Buddhism, paper) and visit Tibetan refugees in teaching English
- There are great food (I'm probably a Tibetan cooking class)
- I have a perfect view of the mountains

- I'm happy.
- I do not want to go home

FACTS:

- can you - I eat mango everyday and it's as soft as butter
- There are so many loveable Tibetans around
- Indian families take around 20 pictures a day of me
't walk down the street as a girl without getting hit on every 10 seconds
- Cows, Dogs, Goats, Donkeys, etc. are just as usual on streets as bricks, cars, jeeps, rickshaws, trucks, etc.
- I have exactly 13 left Dazs and I do not know Whether to travel more or stay here and do some workshops (meditation, Buddhism, handmade paper) and help Tibetan refugees to improve their English
- The food here is amazing (maybe I'll do a Tibetan cooking class)
- I have perfect mountain view

- I am happy.
- I do not want to go home.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Hl-dt-st Dvdram Gh40f Drive

... I just read a book instead, I don't care if we're just friends...

I STILL LIVE!
(and, I felt in my whole life ni still so good) So

Agra was the ugliest place on earth (and I mine the place in itself) but the Taj Mahal was beautiful just like all the pictures to believe a . let I arrived and thought "well, it will not be so great, it is intended over-valued "but then you stand there, right in front of this wonderful beautiful palace and it's even better in real life.

I only stayed one night in Agra, because there really was shit. So I had after the 24 hour train ride one night in a hotel before I was I 14 hours in the bus to go Rishiksh. In the week I have 5 of 7 genuine spent on trains and buses, so I wanted to stay relax a bit first in Rishikesh.
AND OH GOD I LOVE IT HERE!
It is not as nice as Hampi, still as charming as Arambol but I live in this cute guesthouse and the owner calls every son and daughter and is just so adorable! Every night, all guests eat together and it's just totally comfortable.
also I met wonderful people here. Barbara, an Italian woman, she is so beautiful and very nice and we'll meet again in Dharamsala. Guillermo, a Spaniard, Derso funny, but unfortunately had to back to Spain. Craig from New Zealand who is always stoned and his life was and has traveled great stories about every imaginable country white. And then Alan from England who lives in the same hotel as me.

So what can you do great in Rishikesh, what holds me here so long? And yes, a week seems long when one travels through India, but still many people are hanging here: D First of all, the most important: you can swim in the Gages and I suppose if you travel to India and does not do it is cursed or something. Anyway, it's really nice when sit SHIT COLD, but there are small Stranede and stones on which to sparkle and the beaches are everywhere and butterflies. And then there's the waterfall. The waterfall where you can swim. SWIMMING IN A WATERFALL !!!!!!! And I had an Ayurvedic massage, that was soooo nice to listen.
Tomorrow I will have to still watch the Beatles Ahram, but yes, it's just a great place.

OH, REALLY ...
I STAY TWO WEEKS LONGER !!!!!!!


I AM STILL ALIVE!
(and I have never felt this good in my entire life)

So Agra was the most ugliest place in the world (and by that I mean the village itself) but the Taj Mahal was just as beautiful as all the pictures make you believe. I arrived there and thought "okay, it won't be that good, it's probably far overrated" but then you stand there, right in front of this beautiful, beautiful building and it's even better in reality.

I only stayed one night in Agra though, because the place really is crappy. So after the 24 hour train ride I had one night at a hotel before I got on a bus to Rishikesh which took 14 hours. During that week I spend 5 out of 7 nights in trains ad buses, so when I arrived in Rishikesh I just wanted to stay here for a little while and relax. AND OH MY GOD I LOVE THIS PLACE.
It is neither as beautiful as Hampi nor as charming as Arambol, but I stay in this cute guest house and the lady there calls everyone son & daughter and is just the sweetest thing ever, every night all the guests eat together and it's just really homey. Also I met some wonderful people here. Barbara, a woman from Italy, she is so beautiful and great ad we will meet again in Dharamsala later this week, Guillermo from Spain who is so funny but is back in Spain now, Craig from New Zealand, who is always stoned and traveled all of his life I guess, he knows so may stories about every country you can imagine. And then there's Alan from England who stays at the same guest house.

So what is there to do in Rishikesh that kept me here for so long and yes, one week is long, when you are traveling India apparently... but there are a lot of people staying longer than planned here :D First and most important of all, you can swim in the Ganges. If you came to India without doing that you might get cursed but yeah, it is really nice, it's FUCKING COLD but there are small beaches and rocks you can sit on and the beach glitters and there are butterflies everywhere! Then there is a waterfall. You can swim in this waterfall. SWIM IN A WATERFALL!!!!!!!!!! And I had a ayurveda massage that was soooo good! 
I will have to visit he Beatles Ashram tomorrow but it's just a really good place I guess.

OH RIGHT ... I WILL STAY TWO WEEKS
LONGER!