Friday, May 28, 2010

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plans, plans, plans

NOW: Mumbai (Bombay)
TONIGHT: train to Agra (Taj Mahal) 20 hour train ride, yesterday it was 52 C in Agra ... uugh. Will arrive in Agra in the evening, take hotel, eat something, sleep.
MAY 30: Taj Mahal
EVENING: train / bus to RISHIKESH

then I want to go from Manali to Rishikesh (Himalayas) and from there to Dharamsala (the Dalai Lama)

just so you know where I am:)

NOW: Mumbai (Bombay)
TONIGHT: train to Agra (Taj Mahal) 20-hour train ride, there aren gesternw 52 C in Agra ... haha. Will arrive there at night, looking for hotel, eat, sleep.
30th MAY: Taj Mahal
EVENING: train / bus to Rishikesh

then I want to Manali from Rishikesh (Himalayas) and then to Dharamsala (the Dalai Lama)

so you know where I am:)
(if anybody is interested. ..)

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Nightmare Before Christmas Car Floor Mats

penguin_chu @ 2010-05-27T02:01:00

After years, I also write for now; D

Today was such a perfect day.
I've only slept with Dave & up to about 15 clock then I was with him. After that, I'm with Ellie went to training, because we still on for what Erfurt 29.5. & then we had to clarify for ourselves with Kalle on the way to Sex and the City 2 - the previews. Oh my god, this movie is SO AWESOME! Should the first film in any case by far. The best place was really Samantha's outburst at the end xD Wonderful thing. Then If I still make Elliot & Photos gone extremely sonem Retro Shop - & now the evening is drawing to an end D: I am both extremely tired, but sleep will not, because I know that tomorrow will get to fuck his day [clean up.

Then from 21 to 24.5. BOMB was anyway. Finally my sweet ♥
NEDA AND EVA seen again met and even new people. It was so wonderful. The weather was more than great - I'm haha get at least mild sunburn:> Neda and Eva are two very great Chicksen; D I love these two simply. Neda I see again soon, when she and her class is coming to Berlin next week and Eva will hopefully in the summer holidays here (like just about ALSO ANY OTHER HAHA: D) All around were perfect through my last few days simply by &. ♥

On Friday, I read my math exam and then after that I go picnicking (probably) with Kathi & Elli, abureagieren off from the nasty work will take place ne xd evening party at home and inga hach. Saturday, I can unfortunately not for Japan Day .. but that I am already resigned, and think if I disclose a shame I can not see Zhani. But nunmal not to change, unfortunately. Instead, Saturday night at Home Party & Reni ne then at night around 4 goes on to ERFUUUURT: DDD Then I rock with my girls soccer tournament, the Hach xd hahaha that is so great (even if present Fabi is. _.)

langsasm Sooo I should go kip.
Good night world.
It is so wonderful.

Alicia Rhodes Hemorrhoids

DU BIST IMMERNOCH BEI MIR...



BENNY'S IS FOR YOU!

benny, this is for you!





because I've NEN catchy tune, because I've loved you so, because I was drunk and you were not there to hear that you are the greatest and most wonderful best friends forever, are the one can have.
Because I sang Avril Lavigne and Linkin Park in the karaoke bar and I think of you had (and our Konzertausfluege) because it would be here so much great if you could rejoice with me about every new view! Because I NICT wants to return to Germany, but I'm looking at you!

because it's stuck in my head, because I love you so much, because I was drunk and you were not here to hear that you are the most wonderful, brilliant BEST FRIEND FOREVER one can have. Because I was singin Avril Lavigne and Linkin Park in a karaoke bar and had to think of you (and our concert-trips), because i would be even better here if tYou were here to get excited aout every little thing! Because I do not want to go back to Germany but I am happy to see you again!

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Sclerodermia Mortala/

because maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me...

 Let me tell you a story of girls meet dog...
On our second day at Hampi (there are just as many stray dogs as everywhere else in India) we found this nice dog on our way, she seemed to have some kind of neuropathy, because she was always nodding her head. However, since both of us love dogs more than any other human being, we bought her some cookies and this was the beginning of a wonderful friendship.
She followed us around the whole time, at night she sneaked into our hotel and waited in front of our door until the owner of said hotel scared her away. Every morning she was waiting for us at the same spot and when we spend a lazy afternoon on the deck-chairs at the roof terrace of the hotel she was lying there with us. She even followed us into restaurants an the internet cafe, but cute girls that we are we were always able to convince the people who wanted to chase her away that she is with us and she needs to stay.
Whenever she saw us she was so happy and she spend whole days with us. She was OUR dog and we loved her.
But then the last day came and we spend it with her, buying her food, playing with her, cuddling her and when we finally went for our Taxi she followed us and as if she knew we were leaving she sneaked into the Taxi and lay on the bench between us, her head on my leg. 
It broke my heart to tell her to get out, it broke my heart when she was looking as we drove away and I cried.

Of course the first thing I did was to check if there was ANY possibility for me to take her with me to Germany, but she would need a chip, papers and rabies vaccination (no problem, I would have paid for that) but since India is on the list of countries with the most rabies infections, she would have to get tested if the vaccination was okay after three months. If it was one month, I would have stayed longer to take her back with me, but I can't stay another 3 months. There is no other possibility and inside it kills me. She was the cutest, loveliest dog I met and she was so happy whenever she found us. I feel like letting her down. :(
I wish there was anything I could do, but there isn't and that hurts.

NOW SOME PICTURES TO CHEER YOU UP AFTER MY SOBSTORY

you I want to tell a story of girl meets dog:
On our second day in Hmpi (where there are as many stray dogs as is everywhere else in India) we found this cute dog on the way It seemed as if they had some kind of mental disease, because they constantly nodding his head. Nevertheless, because we both love dogs more as any other human being, we bought her cookies and that was the beginning of a friendship wudnerbaren.
She followed us everywhere, at night she crept sic to our hotel and waited in front of our doors, to the owner they wegscheuchte. Every morning, waiting to se the same place on us if we have a cozy afternoon un the beds on the roof terrace, spent her time with us was the Anze. She followed us even in restaurants and internet cafe, but sweet girl who we are, we imer managed to convince people that, they do not wegzujagen because si belonged to us.
Whenever she saw us, she was so happy and they spent entire days with un ha. She was our dog ud we love them.
But then came the last day and we've spent with her, bought habenihr esen, played with her, she stroked and then when we boarded the taxi, as they aett emerkt that we left her, she jumped into a taxi and has is put between us, her head on my leg.
It broke my heart, you say u they must go out, it broke my heart, as she has unsnachgeschaut, as we drove away and I've cried so see.

was of course the first thing I did, whether herausfnden any way she is with me to take to Germany. But they would a chip papers and Tollwutimpfug need (no problem, I would have paid), but because India is on the list of countries with the most Tollwutfaellen, you would have to check in after 3 months, ie whether vaccination was effective ... Would it have been one months, then I would be left en longer, but 3 months I can stay longer nciht. There is no way and kill me. She was the dearest, sweetened dog I have met here and she was always so happy when they found us. It feels just as I would disappoint them. : (I wished
gaee anything I can do, but there is nothing that hurts

But here are some pictures to cheer









hm...

Friday, May 21, 2010

Mizuno Wave Lightning 5 Ontario

I'm a gypsyyyy, are you coming with meee?

GOA & Hampi



pictures and stories under the cut!

me and some puppies 3





monkey :3



yesterday Steffi was taking it slow and I met two guys, one from England and the other one was Dutch and so we decided to spend the day together. At first, I showed them Laxmi, the temple elephant, if you give her a coin, she touches your head with her trunk (that is so funny, I do it everyday, getting kissed by an elephant is so nice!). After that they wanted to climb this hill, because there's a temple on top (as you can see) it was 600 steps!!!! I nearly died! But we had to cross the river first to get there and it was nice. When we arrived on top, the monks gave us Dhal (a lentil & rice dish) so we got free lunch. Yay. Later we went to another city together, because the ATM was not working in Hampi and the boys paid for my Mango Juice and the rikshaw, in the evening we had some drinks and dinner but today they left: (but it sure was one of the best days!

Yesterday, Steffi some made slow and I've met in the morning two guys, an Englishman, a Dutchman, and have since we decided to spend the day together. At first I did the two Laxmi, the temple elephant show if one gives her a coin, it touches your head with her trunk (it's so fun, I go out every day, a peck of an elephant is nice). Then we decided to climb this hill, because there above is a temple (as you can see) and there were 600 steps!! I almost died! But first we had to cross the river, which was nice. When we arrived Oeben us the monks dhal (lentils & a rice dish) are served, so we got free lunch. Yay. Then we went together to another city because of the ATM in Hampi is broken and the guys have paid me a mango juice and the Rickshaw, in the evening we have together been drinking juice and eating dinner, but today they are again going on, but It was really one of the funniest days before!



the view was amazing!
Dis view was amazing!



this could have been the perfect picture if Garreth's head would not be there ... a temple at the cliffs above the river can
would have the perfect picture seinj when Garreth head nciht there would be ... a temple on the cliff above the river



yes, this was one of the boats we went by as well ... a nutshell, nothing more. And there are crocodiles in that river but I did not see any.
Yes, with such a boat, we are also driven a nutshell, if I ask, nothing more. There are also crocodiles in the river, but I have not seen any.



you feel like someone put you straight into The Jungle Book!
It is as if one was sent directly into the Jungle Book!



all the children want us to take their picture, so cute: 3
All children always want that we photograph them, full of sweet!







this is my new favorite place in the world!
This is my new favorite place in the world!










the landscape is so surreal, I'm afraid it does not show in the pictures.
The landscape is so surreal, I would expect to see this in the pictures even nciht correctly.







and a little bit of Goa now:
still a bit of Goa:







that's Sheila, she had breakfast, lunch and dinner with us (and we bought her something to eat e very time: D)
This is Sheila, she had breakfast with us, ate lunch and dinner (and we have you ever bought something to eat: D)





typically Indian.
typical India.



here we went to a hippie flea market and some guy was singing Beatles songs and everything was so colorful and just ... great!
Here we were on a hippie flea market and a guy singing Beatle songs and everything was colorful and simple ... great!





the temple tree in the middle of the jungle and the weird guy who lives there.
The temple tree in the jungle and the strange type who lives there.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Boiled Linseed Oil For Bats

I have my books and poetry to protect me, I'm shielded in my armor



I am in Hampi now (there are monkeys here: 3) and I do not have words. We just arrived and from the past few days alone I can say that this is the most beautiful place I have ever seen in my life. It looks unreal and more like something out of an Indiana Jones movie than something that could exist in real life. But it does and... it is completely overwhelming. Like I wanted to cry of pure joy just because I was able to see it.
I will try and take as much pictures as possible but it isn't allowed to upload them here at this internetplace so I'll have to find something else.
And we found this beautiful restaurant, underneath a mango tree and it's all open and you can see the whole ricks and river and marsh. I can't describe it, I'm so sorry.

Ich bin jetzt in Hampi (hier gibts Aeffchen :3) und mir fehlen die Worte. Wir sind gerade erst angekommen und allein durch the last few hours I can already tell that this place is the nicest I've ever seen. It looks unnatural, like a backdrop from an Indiana Jones film, as something that could really exist. But it does and .... It's overwhelming, I wanted to cry with joy that I can see it!
I'll take as many pictures as possible, but here in this internet cafe is not allowed to upload pictures, so I'll have to find another. And we have
gefudnen wudnervolle this restaurant, under a mango tree, and quite frankly sitting on the stone floor, the food is delicious and you can see the rocks, the river and the swamp. I can not describe it, sorry!


 

Sunday, May 16, 2010

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I saw a million people change, but I will stay the same

First a little update on the whole feeling side:
He said he couldn't answer his mails while in Bolivia, now he's back in Peru and still hasn't answered. You know, I don't think it is too much to ask of my boyfriend to at least tell me something nice. I am fucking alone in India and it feels as if he doesn't even care how I'm doing. This hurts so fucking much, I can't tell you. I hate myself or being this way, being needy, but I as much as I love it here, I still feel kinda lonely and I just want to hear he still thinks of me. I think without my wonderful friends at home making me laugh a lot, I would really go cray-cray over here.
And I hate being sad.
I hate the way he treats me right now, what the fuck is wrong?! Everything used to be okay... I don't get it.

And excuse me for being so whiny about it all the time :(

Then, let me tell you what I miss about Goa (and Arambol in particular):
- the sea
- all the people I met there
- wearing shorts and short skirts and tops (you gotta cover up in the rest of India)
- the sea
- swimming in the sea
- lying at the beach
- the bookstore and the guy who worked there who would talk about books with me
-the sea

but I am so looking forward to see Hampi and the North and... ugh. I love it!!!!
 
Erst a small update to the whole Gefuehlssache:
first he has written that he can not answer his mail while he is in Bolivia, and now he is back in Peru and has still not written. I just think that it is not too much to ask from my friend would be to write me something nice. I'm fucking alone in India and it feels so interested in it as him not even how I feel. That feels so fucking hurt easily. I hate myself for the fact that ih am so that I need confirmation, but as much as I love it here, sometimes I just feel lonely and I want to hear single axis, that he thinks of me sometimes.
But to my wonderful friends I least often to laugh and without you I would be crazy \u0026lt;3
I hate to be sad, I hate how he treats me just what the hell is going on? Everything was okay ... I do not understand.
(and Mom, please just say nothing at all this, I know your opinion anyway, okay)

And apologized that I have all the time so rumheule: (

Now let me tell you what I Goa (and mainly Arambol miss):
- the sea
-all the people I know there
- shorts and short skirts and tops to wear
- the sea
- swimming in the sea
- on the beach
- the book store and type of working there and with me about books spoke
- sea

but I am also so much to Hampi un the north, I love it here!!

Friday, May 14, 2010

Majesticgames.org/myspace

If, after I die.

In case anybody was wondering, where my user name came from, it's from this incredible poem
case anyone wondered why is my username, it comes from this incredible poem

If, After I Die

If, after the I, they should want to write my biography,
There's nothing simpler .
I've just two dates - of my birth, and of my death.
In between the one thing and the other all the days are
mine.

I am easy to describe.
I lived like mad.
I loved things
without any sentimentality.
I never had a desire I could not fulfil, because
I never went blind.
Even hearing was to me never more than an
accompaniment of seeing.
I understood that things are real and all different from
each other;
I understood it with the eyes, never with thinking.
To understand it with thinking would be to find them
all equal.


One day I felt sleepy like a child.
I closed my eyes and slept.
And by the way, I was only Nature poet


- Fernando Pessoa
Mh, tell me about your favorite poems, Perhaps?
Tell me about your favorite poems?


Today it is extremely hot and I have another sunburn (yes again) although I used tons of sunscreen. I want to see Taj Mahal and maybe I can not sleep at nigh, because I feel horrible and maybe it is hard to tell my heart to stop feeling like stone, but I want to see the Taj Mahal and if that is not a reason to be happy, what else could be?

Today it is so extremely hot and I'm already sunburned, even though I've used lots sunscreen. I will be the Taj Mahal and I can not sleep at night and perhaps it is hard to say my heart to stop it is like stone anzufuehlen, but I will see the Taj Mahal und wenn das kein Grund ist gluecklich zu sein, weiss ich auch nicht weiter.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Wisdom Tooth Ache And Ears

do not get the wrong idea.

And so that you on't think I am miserable here all of the time, I fall in love wit life here everyday, I have Steffi, who is so much like me, we are really good friends! Oh love India, I love being here and I feel good 90% of the time. It's just Max an these... feelings I do not want to have, that make things difficult sometimes.
And I MAYBE decided what to do with my life... (although I am not sure if it's possible due to my bad graduation marks *cough*) but I think I want to be a psychologist. I think it's something that would make me happy all of m life and I think I am empathetic enough to help people (and I can write in my free time as well).

And just so you do not think, I'm here all the time sucks: I fall in love with me every day life, I'm Steffi, diemir aehnlic is that we're really good friends, I LOVE , INDIA! S I love being here and I fuehele 90% of the time well. It's just Max uddiese feeling, which I do actually want to have the ncih gnze make the sometimes difficult.
and maybe I finally know what I want to do with my life (because I know I have to make up my mind this time endueltig and pull need not worry) and I hope that in spite of mines not as good Abis (cough) is possible ... I think I want to be a psychologist, ich glaube das ist etwas, was mich mein ganzes Lebe gluecklich machen koennte und ich denk, ich bin empathisch genug um Menscen zu helfen. (Und ich kann in meiner Freizeit weiterschrieben...) 

Kates Playground At The Beach

it's times like these you learn to live again, times like these, time and time again.

He wrote me again and again NO indication of something ~nice. Of course I know him well enough to know that's just how he is, but it still hurts, ya know? I told him I miss him two times and he just ignores it and I feel like shit, I really do. Everything was perfect when we went away and now I am scared it won't be the same when we are back.
Now  told him that I need to hear something nice, because honestly, I feel fucking lonely most of the time and I think he completely forgot about me.
And then he is telling me how he maybe wants to stay longer in South America than originally planned. Oh that breaking sound? Never mind, that was just my heart. Yes, I am really happy he has as much fun as I do (well, most of the time) but AAAAH FUCK YOU EMOTIONAL MESS INSIDE OF ME, FUCK YOU!
I guess today is the perfect day to get stoned. What a lucky girl I am for being in Goa where pot is cheap and always available.
And I don't give a fuck who is reading this. Yeah,if  I smoke once every 3 months I'm not a bad person, deal with it.

On another note: Steffi asked me to come with her to Delhi and maybe I will. No idea.
(oh yeah, look at the icon, this i exactly what I feel like)


He has written me again today and nothing again ~ nice. Of course I know him well enough to know that he is so but it doesn't just hurt anyway ... I gave him twice said that I miss him he ignriert un simple. All warperfekt, such as blown away, and I'm afraid that it will not be so if we zuruckkommen.
I've just said to him that I need anything to hear dear, because I said Ehlich fueheleich einfch only shit alone mostly and sic it feels So on he does not forget me.
And then he tells me that he wants to stay longer in South America, as planned wat. Oh, yes, that was only my heart that is just simply died. And yes, I'm so, he has as much fun as I (usually, anyway) but AAAAAHH FUCK YOU EMOTIONAL SHIT IN MY HEART! FUCK YOU!
I heuteist Glabe derperfekte day after being stoned. What I am for a Gluck, was that I am in Goa, where grass is cheap and available everywhere.
Yes, it's Mi fail no matter who reads it, when I smoke once every three months which I am certainly not a bad person. Can handle it.

Other Subject: Steffi asked if I come with her to Delhi amce this and maybe I do not know.
Scheisstag. 

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Retail Shop Cover Letter

I....

 - found a girl to travel with for the next 2 weeks
- do not feel too good 
- feel ugly
- doubt a lot of things
- do not like all this spiritual energy stuff
- went to the jungle today
- love dogs.
- booked my train ticket to Hampi today
- want to marry Kurt Vonnegut . Too bad he's dead. (no really, after reading only 3 of his books and that wikipedia article I am convinced he is ~perfect~)
- drink 5 Chai a day.
- miss you
- spend all my travel budget on books
- and chai
- want to write more but have the slowest internet connection since 1997
- will write more tomorrow
- can't find any nice looking postcards. All of them are ugly!!!!
- will go to sleep now. and by sleep I mean lying in bed thinking about how enjoyably chill it must be on the dark side of the moon and trying to teleport myself there. maybe falling asleep in the process (almost succeeding)

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Install Closet Rod Bracket

where you invest your love, you invest your life.

After my last post I decided I would cheer myself up by talking about all my plans. Well then I realized I didn't have any, so I decided to make some! YAY for me!
I will stay another 8-12 days in Arambol. Why? Because it's awesome! It is beautiful, charming, and it's the perfect place to write. I can sit at the beach, drink a Chai Masala and really focus on my writing. On top of that I love the sea. Then I will have been here for a month which is enough. So I will travel first to Kerala , there I can

- make a backwaters cruise! Great! 8 hours in a boat floating through Kerala, and it costs around 5Euro.
- visit Varkala, lighthouse, cliffs, sea, temple (a very.... colorful temple). I think I will stay there for a few days (not more than 3)
- I CAN GO TO A WILDLIFE SANCTUARY!!!!! OMG! I mean... wild elephants (mwihihi) tigers and 60 other mammals, also birds and... you know, animals.

After having done all  of the above (which will take ~10 days I guess) I will go to India's east coast , to visit Pondicherry and Auroville (an alternative... community thing). Hopefully I can stay & work in Auroville for a week, so this means another 10 days will have passed (including bus rides that take up to 20hrs)
And then I come back home!! On the 14th as scheduled. Brilliant. Or at least I hope so.

Today is hot. Of course it's hot here all the time but today it's hard for me to handle, I'm dizzy and I have a slight headache. So I went to the beach for two hours but I had to leave because WOAH not even the breeze was able to make this heat bearable. So I spent most of the day in Internetcafes or drinking Chai in some tea shops with air conditioning.

I made some new "friends". Two Indian guys, both very... how do I say this without it sounding insulting.... "spiritual". One of them is a Yoga teacher at an OSHO ashram (says it all, really) and he's constantly talking about energy and meditation. Also he is really into massaging, so I got some free shoulder & finger massages. At least. But as I do not really like physical contact with people I hardly know, I feel awkward everytime we meet for tea.
I don't know why people CONSTANTLY have the feeling to force their beliefs on me. Honestly, I know what I believe in, thankyouverymuch!
He offered me some free Yoga lessons, but I am not sure if I can handle this touchiness for more than 2 hours a day =/
He's really not bothering me, he's just... touchy (and I think he might be gay)

After my last entry I thought I was gay even a little, as I talk about my plans. Until then I noticed that I have no plans, so I made that! YAY!
I will still stay 8-12 days in Arambol, for the simple reason that there is great here! It is a charming, small, beautiful place and the perfect place to write. I can sit on the beach, drinking chai masala and to concentrate on writing. I also love the sea. Then I was about 1 months here, which is really enough. So I will go and go Kerala, where I can:

- make a backwater boat tour! Lovely! drive 8 hours in a boat through Kerala and it costs about 5 €!
- go to Varkala, lighthouse, cliffs, sea, a temple (a very colorful temple ...) I will stay there probably en few days (not more than 3)
- IN A NATIONAL PARK GO! OMG! So ... wild elephants (mwihihihi), Tiger, 60 other mammals and birds and ... you know, animals stop!

After I have done all this (which will take about 10 days) I go to the east coast of India , to Pondicherry and Auroville (an alternative community ... .. thing). I hope I may be a week to stay and work in Auroville, which means it will be another 10 days pass (bus of up to 20 hours included)
And then I come home! On 14 as planned! At least I hope it all goes Sun

Today it is hot. So here it is hot every day, but today it is unbearable! I feel dizzy and I have ine bit of a headache: (I spent two hours on the beach, but WOAH then had gone I, because not even the breeze that made better, so I spend most time on the Internet Cafe or Teeshops with air conditioning hete..

I have a few new "friends" two Indians ... how to say this now, without that it sounds offensive, they are very ... "spiritual." One of them is a Yoga teacher in a OSHO ashram ( what really says it all) and he speaks constantly of energy and meditation. But at least I get so free shoulder massages and fingers, but I Koerperkontakt with people I barely know the likes, but it is not something ... oh strange.
And I do not understand why people IMER dneken they would have to impose my faith, I know myself what I think, thank you!
He offered me two free yoga classes, but I know if I nciht this "anfassengedoehns" endure 2 hours a day. So he's not pushy, just ... touchy halt. (And I think he's gay)

oh yeah byyy the way, some people drowned here two days ago, it was such a shock for me to hear that ... they were drunk and went swimming ... woah. Good thing I decided not to drink while in India.

uuuebrigens here are a few people have drowned for two days, it was a shock to hear that ... they were drunk and went swimming, well I have decided not to drink in India.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Alan 42 Multi Modification

we're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl.

He wrote me and I wish he did not.
I mean ... it's good to hear he's okay and well and all of that but ... I miss him. a lot.
(And I wish he did too but ... idk idk I do not think he cares.)

I miss too many people and it gets unbearable from time to time.
Yesterday I talked to my bb Nora and afterwards I had to cry because I miss her so much. (And now I am crying again just because he wrote me an email).
It seems I am the only person who was dumb enough to come alone to India (except for Tom Schilling maybe but he's here for health reasons so that doesn't count).

Don't get me wrong, I really enjoy being here, it's exciting ad fascinating and I love it but... I wish I had someone to share.

Today I'm figuring out where to go next, maybe me and Tom Schilling will meet in Pondicherry.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you,
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

Friday, May 7, 2010

Can I Skip The Rope After C-section

this kind of post...

what I have been reading so far:



It's good, as I love T.C. Boyle but I have read better stuff (by him) I just got bored with the characters somehow and they annoyed me. Which was such a disappointment because every other book I've read by him so far amazed me! "Drop City" is one of my favourite books ever and "Budding Prospects" made the top 10 as well so I hope this is the exception while I keep on reading his other books.



I FUCKING LOVE THIS. The story is really awesome but this book lives from Vonnegut's talent and how he writes. I want his talent and I want his style. He's a huge inspiration for me! I wish I could read it again now, but I sold it already =/ And I can't find "Slaughterhouse Five" although I would love to read it again now as well.



this is what I am reading right now, it describes Taoism using the example of Winnie the Pooh as a typical taoistic character. It's good, it's non-fiction so I can't really fall in love with it like I usually do with books but it explains the ideas really good and easy to understand. I'm not too much into Taoism, ie I never thought much about it before, but it's an interesting, nice philosophy and I enjoy learning more about it. ASIDE FROM THAT

:
Today I went 2 hours by bus to another city so I could get money (there's no ATM in Armbol) and when I arrived there, I realized I had forgotten my card. This is just so .... Lisa. Things like this happen to me all the time because my "memory" is non-existent. 5 seconds and I forget what I have been up to.

REFRAINED:
Today I'm 2 hours by bus gefahrn to the city to withdraw money (there are no vending machines in Arambol) and when I got there, I noticed that I had forgotten my card. That is so Lisa just such things happen to me all the time. My "memory" is practically, is not present, 5 seconds and I forget what I was going straight.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Indiana To Ohio Cdl Transfer

if you need to crash then crash and burn you're not alone.

PICTURE POST!
(feel the anticipation!)













view from my balcony



my room









my sunburn. the evil. EXCUSE MY BEAUTY but I do not give a shit about make up or hair here so whatever.























yeah you probably all know by now how much I love dogs :3 

by the way: a crab walked over my foot today :3
Heute ist mir eine Krabbe ueber den Fuss gelaufen :3